First of all, I do not understand why there are no reviews, since it is a very well written emotional story, thanks for it.
I read it more than twice, and I cried every time I read it, because you described Olli's feelings, emotions in a perfect way, so I could experience his whole state of mind. Despite the passage of time, he still loves Christian. I can understand him very well and I feel sorry for Olli.
I liked the end, as the ending is left uncertain, so there can be a happy end.
So it made me cry, but on the other hand it gave me the hope of a happy ending.
Thanks for this one shot story once again.