That was several months that Chris was gone and left Olli, to stay in England permanently. Each had made his life on his side, and Olli was still angry to Chris somewhere inside of him. But, a larger part of himself could not help thinking that Chris was the love of his life. We can not love like that many times, it's too unique.
Chris was scraping here and there, he wasn't really ready for a new serious relatioschip and he don't understand really why, or rather he did not want really understand why.
Then Chris had to return to the city he had left some months ago for professionasl reasons.