Stories by graspthethorn
Summary:

[nina/vanessa]

It was awkward, and clumsy, and real. At least until the lights came on again. Then it was a finger held to flushed lips. A secret you don't tell.


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Vanessa Steinkamp
Genre: f/f, Romance
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: None
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2427 Read Count: 1320
Published: 01/18/2012 Updated: 01/18/2012 [Report This]
Summary:

[nina/vanessa]

Nina's kissed Deniz. Vanessa's kissed Deniz. It's almost like they've kissed. That's something for them to think about. (This makes it sound like it involves ~kleine Oeztuerk, but it really doesn't.)


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Vanessa Steinkamp
Genre: f/f, Friendship, Romance
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: None
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2440 Read Count: 1299
Published: 01/18/2012 Updated: 01/18/2012 [Report This]
Summary:

[caerdydd] [emyr/peter. emyr/gareth, emyr/peter/gareth]

Everything Emyr's ever done has been self-destructive, and Peter -- it's like he was born to die.


Categories: Other > TV series > Other series Characters: None
Genre: Romance, Tragedy
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: None
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: Character Death, Spoilers
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 898 Read Count: 786
Published: 01/18/2012 Updated: 01/18/2012 [Report This]
Summary:

Nina would tell this story, but Vanessa doesn't let her. "It's not like it's some love story or anything, we're allowed to embellish it a bit," she says. (And that is the story of Vanessa and Nina.)

 

[nina/vanessa] with mentions of [deniz/nina] and [deniz/vanessa]


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Deniz Oeztuerk, Juli von Altenburg, Original Character, Vanessa Steinkamp
Genre: f/f, Friendship, General, Romance
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: None
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5354 Read Count: 1710
Published: 03/18/2011 Updated: 03/18/2011 [Report This]
Summary:

richard doesn't think he's hearing it right at first. there's a heavy shade of desire pulled tight between his lust and his better judgment. he's about to tell roman to just fuck right off but the look of complete and utter intent stops him. roman's face is tight, his features tense and his hands have gone still, gripping richard's hips tightly. he's nervous, scared, richard realises.

[richard/roman]


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Roman Wild
Genre: m/m, PWP/Smut
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: Roman/Other
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4377 Read Count: 1360
Published: 08/11/2010 Updated: 08/11/2010 [Report This]
Summary:

marc's fist is wider than his cock, and roman finds himself mentally comparing the girth of his wrists to the memory of him at inconvenient times -- during training, in the shower. whenever he talks. when he moves. his body doesn't know whether it should be incredibly aroused or petrified, and roman's increasingly uncomfortable as the days wear on.

[marc/roman]


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Roman Wild
Genre: m/m, PWP/Smut, Romance
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: Roman/Other
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2100 Read Count: 1464
Published: 08/11/2010 Updated: 08/11/2010 [Report This]
Summary:

he's been in hospital enough times over the years that he correctly identifies his location before he manages to figure out why he's there in the first place; the sickly sweet stench of cleaning solution and the gentle beep of a machine in the next room unmistakable to anyone who's seen their fair share of broken collarbones and dislocated shoulders from misplaced landings and dodgy axels.

[jenny/roman]


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Jenny Steinkamp, Roman Wild
Genre: Friendship, General
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: Roman/Other
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 599 Read Count: 1182
Published: 08/11/2010 Updated: 08/11/2010 [Report This]
Summary:

but what she likes most of all are the second-hand books she finds tucked away in the corners of dusty charity shops. not the ones that are yellowed and tatty, pages falling out and covers missing -- even she has to admit that she's far too shallow to appreciate anything but the most obvious type of beauty, after all -- but the ones that were loved and cherished by their previous owners.

[jenny/roman]


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Jenny Steinkamp, Roman Wild
Genre: General
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: Roman/Other
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 401 Read Count: 1003
Published: 08/11/2010 Updated: 08/11/2010 [Report This]
Summary:

when nina hears the front door open, she's in the middle of unbuttoning her jacket. her heart leaps into her throat and she panics, wondering for a few fleeting seconds if she could jump out the window and survive, pretend this had never happened. then she thinks of her vanessa, her brilliant laugh and her smile, and concentrates on tossing the jacket away.

[nina/vanessa] [vanessa/juli]


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Juli von Altenburg, Vanessa Steinkamp
Genre: f/f, Romance, threesome
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: Threesome
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2259 Read Count: 896
Published: 08/11/2010 Updated: 08/11/2010 [Report This]
Summary:

[caerdydd] [emyr/jamie/peter]

because it's just sex, because emyr doesn't have feelings for him, which is why this is okay -- and which is also why he doesn't understand the look on emyr's face right now, half-obscured by his hair. half-desperation, half-longing. there's a voice beside his ear, low and rough around the edges, murmuring emyr's name like a prayer -- and that's when jamie realises that emyr isn't looking at him, but at peter.


Categories: Other > TV series > Other series Characters: None
Genre: Angst, threesome
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: None
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1762 Read Count: 1005
Published: 08/11/2010 Updated: 08/11/2010 [Report This]
too much by graspthethorn Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 0]
Summary:

i remember our teacher sitting us down, talking to us about how it was time to start watching our weight. she taught us how to carry little jars of honey and teaspoons in our ballet bags so that when we'd been dancing all day with nothing to eat and felt like fainting, we could pop a teaspoon of honey into our mouths to keep us going. so we all carried leaky little jars of honey that came undone and coated our leotards in thick, sugary goo which made frau scholz tut and shake her head and say "god made you the way you are, jennifer".

[warning: ed-nos]
[jenny/lars]


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Jenny Steinkamp, Lars Berger, Roman Wild
Genre: Angst, General
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: None
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: Dark Themes
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2061 Read Count: 1029
Published: 07/31/2009 Updated: 07/31/2009 [Report This]
Summary:

[caerdydd] [emyr/peter]

Ar yr wyneb mae Peter yn ymgorffori dyn yr unfed ganrif ar hugain: ifanc, rhydd a sengl. Mae Emyr yn mwynhau bwrlwm bywyd ond y tu ôl i'w wên fawr mae'n hiraethu am berthynas hapus a rhywun i'w caru.


Categories: Other > TV series > Other series Characters: None
Genre: Angst, Friendship, m/m, Romance
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: None
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 588 Read Count: 808
Published: 07/21/2009 Updated: 07/21/2009 [Report This]
dance by graspthethorn Rated: R [Reviews - 1]
Summary:

he can't be bothered slinking over to coax her into dancing, not because he's a terrible dancer -- which he is -- but because girls like her don't come to these places to dance.

[deniz/ofc]


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Deniz Oeztuerk, Original Character
Genre: Angst, PWP/Smut
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: Deniz/Other, Roman/Deniz
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Challenges: Write something else ;)
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 198 Read Count: 1129
Published: 05/22/2009 Updated: 05/22/2009 [Report This]
rose by graspthethorn Rated: G starstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 1]
Summary:

axel carefully picks the rose up, rolling the stem between his finger and thumb. roman comes to gingerly stand in the doorway. his face's very nearly the same shade as the bloom and axel feels his mouth twitch.

[sneakiest self-insert ever]
[axel/roman]


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Dr. Axel Schwarz, Roman Wild
Genre: Drabble, Future Fic, Romance
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: Roman/Other
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Challenges: Write something else ;)
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 98 Read Count: 1332
Published: 05/22/2009 Updated: 05/22/2009 [Report This]
crash by graspthethorn Rated: R [Reviews - 0]
Summary:

axel slumps into his chair. "you're so…" he starts. rethinks. "i think i lo--" and he has to stop. he can't say that. he's never said it to anyone.

[axel/roman]


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Dr. Axel Schwarz, Roman Wild
Genre: m/m, PWP/Smut
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: Roman/Other
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Challenges: Write something else ;)
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 98 Read Count: 1305
Published: 05/22/2009 Updated: 05/22/2009 [Report This]
half by graspthethorn Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 0]
Summary:

at six-thirty, tim wakes up sticky. it's not the first time he's had these dreams and he shouldn't be concerned in the slightest, except it’s the third time this week he's had this particular one.

[deniz/tim]


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Deniz Oeztuerk, Original Character
Genre: Drabble
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: Deniz/Other
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Challenges: Write something else ;)
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 98 Read Count: 1146
Published: 05/22/2009 Updated: 05/22/2009 [Report This]
want by graspthethorn Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 0]
Summary:

achim breaks up with sandra exactly a week after tobi first leans over and brushes his cheek with his lips. she pitches a fit, of course. he shrugs at her, tries to sound contrite, gives up and tells her he'll see her around. he wants to sit with tobi, watch him up close as he talks and laughs, but he's not sure he can play at being friends with him right now.

[achim/tobi]


Categories: Other > Films > Summerstorm Characters: Achim, Tobi
Genre: Angst, Romance
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: None
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 148 Read Count: 848
Published: 05/22/2009 Updated: 05/22/2009 [Report This]
daylight by graspthethorn Rated: R [Reviews - 0]
Summary:

it's not even properly daylight when malte first becomes aware of the fingernails drawing lines across his lower stomach, hipbone to hipbone. not light enough to tickle. not hard enough to hurt. his cock likes the feel of it, but malte determinedly ignores what his body's telling him because he wants more of this.

[georg/malte]


Categories: Other > Films > Summerstorm Characters: Georg, Malte
Genre: Drabble, m/m
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: None
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 197 Read Count: 834
Published: 05/22/2009 Updated: 05/22/2009 [Report This]
sunburn by graspthethorn Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 0]
Summary:

his eyes are aching from the glare of the setting sun, so he lets them close, forehead resting against leo's neck, breathing him in, all warmth and sweat and citrus-tinged suntan lotion. tobi's own skin is burnt already, he's so fair -- brilliant streaks running across his shoulders and down his back.

[leo/tobi]


Categories: Other > Films > Summerstorm Characters: Leo, Tobi
Genre: m/m, Scene Continuation
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: None
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 197 Read Count: 773
Published: 05/22/2009 Updated: 05/22/2009 [Report This]
boarding by graspthethorn Rated: R starstarstarstar [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

roman nudges deniz to face forward again, and quirks an eyebrow. "didn't think it like you to admire a man for keeping his legs together." he steps away a bit, but deniz leans back, pressing up against him and roman inhales sharply through his nose.

[deniz/roman]


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Deniz Oeztuerk, Roman Wild
Genre: m/m, PWP/Smut
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: Roman/Deniz
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 786 Read Count: 1939
Published: 05/18/2009 Updated: 05/18/2009 [Report This]
sap by graspthethorn Rated: R [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

roman places a palm on marian's chest and looks up at him. though he honestly is feeling a bit vulnerable, he meets marian's eyes and wonders if his look nearly as dark and wild. marian seems to read his worry and his eyes flicker across the room to deniz's door.

[roman/marian/implied!deniz]


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Marian Oetzuerk, Roman Wild
Genre: m/m, PWP/Smut
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: Roman/Other
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: Incest
Challenges: Write something else ;)
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 563 Read Count: 1671
Published: 05/13/2009 Updated: 05/13/2009 [Report This]
Summary:

glancing at her watch with a sigh, constanze pulled herself up from the creaking chair at the front desk and lumbered towards the locker-room, determined to get it seen to in the three-minutes-twenty-six-seconds left of her shift. heaven knew the steinkamps wouldn't offer overpay if she was kept late by leaky faucets, and she hadn't exactly planned on spending her free time getting overly-acquainted with the plumbing. especially not the ones in the men's changing rooms. oh god.

[maximilian/roman]


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Maximilian von Altenburg, Roman Wild
Genre: Crackfic, m/m, PWP/Smut
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: Roman/Other
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Challenges: Write something else ;)
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 569 Read Count: 1492
Published: 05/13/2009 Updated: 05/13/2009 [Report This]
preference by graspthethorn Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

she gets angry from time to time, maybe even furious on some rare occasions, but she hasn't got the kind of dangerous temper that deniz has learned to steer clear of (not least because he's got a bit of one himself).

[deniz/frau scholz]


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Deniz Oeztuerk
Genre: m/f, Romance
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: Deniz/Other
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Challenges: Write something else ;)
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 227 Read Count: 1045
Published: 05/13/2009 Updated: 05/13/2009 [Report This]
Summary:

i can't say it was unexpected, we'd all seen the looks passing between the gangly teen and the youngest of the steinkamp lot. well, we'd all seen them except for roman who was proving to be remarkably oblivious to such things despite usually playing right into the friendly matchmaking gay stereotype role. but we hadn't expected it to be so hard on roman, not by a long shot. credit where it's due, deniz öztürk really knows how to fuck a guy up.

[roman/karlheinz]


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Annette Bergmann, Jenny Steinkamp, Original Character, Roman Wild
Genre: Crackfic, Humor
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: Deniz/Vanessa, Roman/Other
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 4296 Read Count: 2492
Published: 03/18/2009 Updated: 03/18/2009 [Report This]
a fiver by graspthethorn Rated: G starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1]
Summary:

"i would give up all of my worldly goods to walk arm-in-arm with a man of such ...wondrous proportions."

[annette/arse]


Categories: Alles was zhlt (All That Matters) Characters: Annette Bergmann, Roman Wild
Genre: Humor
Language: English
Pairings - AWZ: None
Pairings - Other: None
Pairings - VL: None
Warnings: None
Challenges: Humor/Humour
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 107 Read Count: 1457
Published: 02/18/2009 Updated: 02/18/2009 [Report This]